Thursday, May 29, 2008

Something that is nice to share...

These are some sentences that i extracted from a book......

"
Put your whole mind in your present action

You canot act where you are not; you cannot act where you have been, and you cannot act where you are going to be; you can act only where you are.

Do not bother as to whether yesterday's work was well done or ill done; do to-day's work well.

Do not try to do tomorrow's work now; there will be plenty of time to do that when you get to it.

Do not try, by occult or mystical means, to act on people or things that are out of your reach.

Do not wait fr a change of environment, before you act; get a change of environment by action.

You can so act upon the environment in which you are now, as to cause yourself to b transferred to a better environment.

Hold with faith and purpose the vision of yourself in the better environment, but act upon your present environment with all your heart, and with all your strength, and with all your mind.

Do not spend any time in day dreaming or castle building; hold to the one vision of what you want, and act NOW.

Do not cast about seeking some new thing to do, or some strange, unusual, or remarkable action to perform as a first step toward getting rich. It is probable that your actions, at least for some time to come, will be those you have been performing for the some time past; but you are to begin now to perform these actions in the Certain Way, which will surely make you rich in any aspect."

I wrote this out because I think it's quite meaningful and useful. Just wanna share something I think is nice... haha...

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

My Recent Feelings....

As this is the space to express myself, i would like to start sharing my most unforgetable feelings which had poured in my heart and my mind in the beginning of this month...

It was about 5th or 6th of May...

I wrote something that was enough to express my emotions, my feelings, my thoughts...
After i have read some book in my school library...

Outside, you see me smiling like a baby,
And floating through each day,
A little tired, a little thin, a little restless, a little dumb,
But overal, Fine...

But you don't hear my aguished thoughts
which surface every night like devils...
They plauge me, haunt me, torment me,
'Til I am too weak to fight...

And so, next day, I came to school,
With deeply heavy body and shadowed eys,
I smile, laugh and speak normally,
Haha... Living a pack of lies...

A silent scream echoes inside,
Reaction to my lie -
'Til with no warning, it erupts,
And I crumble down and cry soundless deeply in my weaken heart...

Oh, come find me, help me, my dear, make it stop,
No! Keep out! Go away! As far as you can...
For if you come,
I have no control,
over the words I say and the thoughts i express...

Can't you hear my silent scream,
Decipher what I hide?
So please come and kindly ask me,
"What's wrong?",
Come sit down by my side...

If nothing else please read through,
This tangled web I weave,
For you are really my guiding light,
which has abandon me for quite a period...
Please hold me! Let me cry freely and say to me,
"Somehow, you will make it right."...

Perhaps, deep down, I know what's wrong,
What keep me up awake,
What is the source of my tears,
And the origins of my... Heartache...

But not yet can I feel it,
Or maybe I just know it,
Please someone help me understand,
The Universe only knows I don't...

This was the sentences that really expressed my feelings... Anyway, I am a lot better of all the feelings that i had before... Just that I want to share my deepest heart to people who know me or about to know me... But from the things happened throughout this month, will be the most of this year which has taught me to be more realistic and understand more about "what life is"...

Some of the phrases above maybe familiar to some of you who read enough, which i have used some of them that they really suits my feeling...

I hope and I really hope I can go through all the obstacles of my life... which i must achieve my goals of my life...

FEEL GOOD... And thank you for spending time reading my thoughts... I appreacite it... :)

And, Be Happy Always... For you, for my family, for others and for myself...

First Wave......

Hey all.... welcome to my blog...

I am sure most of the people who view my blog already know who am i....
If not, never mind... you are most welcome to leave message here and get to know more about me... HAHA...

For my past, i have not tried to have my own personnal blog and this is my first... Anyway, I love to try new stuff and learn new things... so, now i start to BLOG.....

Due to some technical problem, i still cannot upload my photos....

Anyway, please give me any comment on me or even on the blog to let me further improve myself as well as further enhance this blog... :)